Look After Yourself to Save Others

I think saying that a lot of s**t has gone down since the last time that I posted would be the understatement of the century. It’s been a weird weird few weeks. So I kinda just wanted to jump on here to send my love to everyone. I hope you and your loved ones are all safe.

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Personal Update – One Month Clean!

*Trigger warning – self harm, suicidal thoughts*

I’m happier yey!

It’s been a long month. A long, long, long month. I haven’t really given an update in the last few weeks; I briefly posted about the self harm and then the awful death of Caroline Flack, but nothing else.

So hi. Here’s a little update I guess?

I’m officially one month clean from self harm!

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We’re failing as a society.

So everybody has heard the tragic news of Caroline Flack’s death. There’s been a lot of controversy around this already in the 24 hours since it’s been announced. People are jumping online to pay respects, others are attacking them people because they were the ones that slated her in the past, and then there’s the ones that are saying ‘good riddance’.

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I’ve been wanting to write about this for so long. I’ve kinda touched on it in the past posts, but I’ve always wanted to use this blog to educate people and raise awareness. I’ve tried to keep my personal life out of it. But I can’t do that right now. I can’t keep these emotions in anymore. It feels like they’re killing me. This isn’t a cry for help – least I don’t think it is anyway.

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What is Borderline Personality Disorder?

Borderline Personality Disorder (aka Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder; BPD; EUPD) is a mental disorder that changes the way you think, feel, and react on a daily basis. It’s a really tough disorder to live with. It affects me every minute of the day. I know a lot of people don’t really know what it is exactly, so I’m gonna explain it in the simplest way.

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Breaking Up with Borderline Personality Disorder

Love. How fun is it? It’s one of the only things in life that we all crave. It can be the most beautiful emotion in the world, or it can be the most crippling feeling in the world. Hands up if you’ve ever been heartbroken. I’m sure most of us have. Do you remember how you felt in that moment when you knew a relationship was over? Sad? Angry? Heartbroken? Now multiple them emotions by 10,000. There you have the feeling of a break up when you have Borderline Personality Disorder.

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